in another universe i am in a chair,
rocking back and forth,
a music box subtly serenades;
welcome to earth.
the pinks and blues of the skies are in harmony
soft blankets,
cribs and cries
am i out of place,
or have i never felt more alive.
two loners
misunderstood
crossing paths created a chapter called
the greater good
it starts with an intergalactic nudge
the invisible shove
ties that couldn’t be tangled
this love never mangled.
to me,
it was fate.
there was not a debate—
a fortune any god
was not able to negotiate,
in each story line
they could not fight the call
that there was a cosmic draw
bigger than what this universe knows as
desire
it was something more powerful,
something higher
maybe you fell from where i did too
somewhere beyond
and maybe that’s why my heart picked you
an ode all that you are
for you were also amongst the stars
so when it came to a time
to grow and take those steps
society places on the young
when they talk about different variations of adulting and fun
i would not be honest if i said
we didn’t quiver and we didn’t shake
we knew the risks we wanted to take
just like before,
to me,
it was fate.
you see me in you and i see you me,
an own entity,
created by us two.
it’s own destiny to claim,
we decide the name,
a journey unlike one we have ever known,
the misfits create a home.
for a few seconds,
i am in another universe
in a chair,
looking at two eyes looking back at me.
holding all the secrets to my life’s key.
because
for me,
this moment is deeper than the reality,
regardless of how much i felt it aligned
i have to leave that fantasy
behind
disintegrating before my eyes
the room turns to ash
everything turns to particles too fast
i wanted it so bad
as the sun finally rises
the pinks and blues fade to their harshness
i sit in my sorrows
my eternal darkness
holding nothing in my lap but what once was
in another universe i am in a chair,
rocking back and forth,
growing old
telling generations of how adventures
unfold.
in this one i am all that i am,
and all that i am not
the algorithmic key to this system
is to live each lesson fully—
a skill learned,
not taught.